The vicious creature in action

did he look at me?
did he do what I think he did?
Is this possible?
am I in a dream?
my head is not swimming, I feel confident

too confident. maybe it is a dream. my face is red, my cheeks are rosy.
it may be a lucid dream. I did things I don't often do
looked at him in the eye
sang along
looked at him in the eye
then he did that
was it for me or the A-type girls in back of me
cheeky, tall, and blonde haired?
but there are many witnessess
and I can't help to think
maybe he does that with all the girls
so what if he looked at me in the eye the whole time he was singing last time and now the same thing happens again when I see him a year later?
that's probably his style
seeks the fans with the homemade signs and makes their day by looking and singing at them the whole time.
yeah that's probably it- picks the ugly girl and makes it her year.
well not me buddy!
not me!
and yet, it didn't seem acted
I mean giving me that look that totally said "come hither"
or specifically "really? I rock your world? I'm willing to do it to you if you'd like to and you'd like it. grr." look
nah I'm too atrocious to be even have someone like that like me.
I dream too much.
yeah it was probably a dream.