ugly person

sometimes when I'm in the car
I see ugly people walking down the street holding hands
teenagers, pimply and ugly holding hands in love
I've never been in love so I don't know that feeling
I see gold diggers kissing the bald heads of their old boyfriends
I see scumbags kissing and holding hands of innocent girls who think they are in love
I've never held hands with anyone so I don't know that feeling
I see middle aged people holding hands, probably having an affair
I see desperate beautiful girls holding the hands of ugly troll like boys
I've been desperate, but never that desperate
I see myself in the mirror
thin, long legs, big eyes, long hair,
I wonder why I've never had a significant other in my life
maybe they are beautiful to the world and I'm the ugly one
I mean they are the ones with the significant others and look nothing like models
and yet I guess I'm just the world's ugliest person with nobody who finds me attracted and look okay.