"come hither"

It’s been more than a week and I’m still thinking of the “come hither” rock star. As I play him on my MP3, I feel like he is whispering in my ear, singing to me. I promised myself that this would be the last weekend to fantasize about him and then have the vicious creature take over but it’s still on my mind. He definitely took my mind away from a current failed love interest so I thank him for it, but it has made me feel too whimsy and naïve. So starting today, I will go and check on you tube interviews, concerts of him and his band and I will face my reality that I’m just another girl. Please note I don’t seek pleasure in doing this but what’s worse, finding out you’re just another girl as you see him doing the same thing to a prettier girl on the web in the privacy of your own home OR going to see them live or at a music event such as a CD signing and seeing the guy you thought about for weeks, the star of your daydreams blow you off and flirting with another girl in front of you, your heart being so broken and smashed that you have to scrape it from the wall you were leaning against? I rather feel disappointed and realistic on my home computer for a day than feeling depressed for weeks.