(pt.3) The Vicious Creature Punching me in the face, the stomach,breaking my legs,etc

Well
the world advised me to call him or e-mail him and when I mean the world I mean THE WORLD. Everyone from rock stars, to my friends, to anonymous people told me to e-mail him when I told them my situation and so I did, asked him if he knew when we were getting our grades.
Maybe he could see through that e-mail which in reality it spelled something: D.A.T.E. He answered back and asked me a question concerning school; I answered it back but got no reply. Maybe because I didn’t ask him a question so the WORLD now told me to ask HIM out. So after a few days, I asked him if he wanted to see the new batman movie when it came out and I sort of questioned if he liked Batman (which is a surefire reply from a boy) but no answer til this day.

I don’t want to call him a douchebag, I know he’s nice and forgetful at times but I’m just gonna give up on the whole calling/emailing him. I don’t want to be a bother to him or him thinking I'm a stalker and I just don’t like to initiate everything. I’m not regretting what I did, I’m regretting the aftermath of it. Maybe He found out that thing I had written on his book.

And it wasn’t like I was in love with him, when I look for a beatles song to think of him, I can’t because they all say “love” or “heart” which makes my head go “no-no”. I wish they’d written a song about “liking” someone.

I don’t know, I wished that we could have had something, I’m trying to erase the images I had of him and me holding hands in the dark movie theatre, talking about flicks, influencing him with my rock music, make-out sessions, etc.

And even though the creature taunts me with those images every time I check my email or my voicemail messages, when it comes to Tim, I will try to remember only the time he turned around for me.
And how cute he looked.

I don’t know why I think of the sadness of this story with this song, but I do.

LightSpeed Champion’s “tell me what Its worth”