Vicious as Always

Again, Loser girl does an achievement of pathetic loserness, if that is even a word which I don’t think it is. So I got to see this UK band play an intimate show, I had a great spot, the only thing blocking me was an 8 year old girl and in the back of me was some guy and some crazed fan. The band begins to play and I don’t know if it was me he was looking at, but the drummer begins to smile at me. I imagined myself turning red as a red beet at this moment. I mean I never thought the drummer was hot, I mean I had a thing for the singer but after finding out he was taken, I just saw them as an awesome rock band. The drummer was not bad looking, the bassist was very friendly to me because I had met him earlier but when the drummer gave me this nice smile, I was like is he fucking looking at me? Well, as they played their show and as I looked at them, I couldn’t help but turn different shades of red whenever I saw the drummer possibly looking at me. So instead I looked at the band as a whole, spent some seconds looking at the guitarist and the bassist and tried looking at the drummer for like a milli-second. Apparently this sort of backfired if indeed he did look at me because he then sort of acted like whatever to me when I met him but I guess he thought I was hung up on the singer or something because as I saw his face, it looked like “why does the singer get all the girls and not me?” look. I would have told him I wasn’t looking at the singer but him but like always I have no guts. Yeah, he probably wasn’t looking at me, it was probably some other chick cuz there were a lot of chicks there, yeah he was looking at some other girl. But, boy that illusion that he saw me did feel nice.