girl of simple tastes.

Hey
Sorry I haven’t written in a while but the vicious creature is sort of under my command and only shows up when I think about certain things that make me cringe.
Well in concern to Tim, I don’t think of him that much although I do have thoughts but they are like flickers of light that go into my head from time to time. Thankfully, something global has taken over me.

That thing is The Dark Knight.


I was supposed to see it with him but after the things that "happened" happened, I decided to make a party out of The Dark Knight. I invited my friends, we went to see it the day it came out and there were no words to describe what I had just seen. It was everything I hoped for and more. It was not just any comic movie; it was a complex thriller full of drama and action where the hero just happens to wear a mask.
After seeing it, all I talked about (and still) talk about was The Dark Knight. When the people who hadn’t seen it grew bored of my “dark knight” talk, I went to the message boards with other fellow dark knight freaks and I talked about the Joker’s best lines, whether I would pick Bruce Wayne or Harvey Dent if I were in Rachel’s shoes, and what my favorite parts were. Then I went to the “hidden” Dark Knight Websites like Joker’s webpage and Gotham News Network’s website. I posed in front of the Joker’s actual suit worn by Heath Ledger and the Batpod when they were exhibited at my local theatre.

I am now interested in being a comic book geek wanting to read the Batman Graphic Novel “The Killing Joke” and the Watchmen graphic novel after getting addicted to the trailer with the beautiful Smashing Pumpkins song.

So basically, my eyes have opened or a part of my brain has illuminated just by watching The Dark Knight, I want to be a comic book geek now, want to see the dark knight at least four times (I’ve only seen it twice), and want to recite the joker’s lines by heart.

At some point, on some day, like flickers of light, I think of “tim” and wonder how many times HES seen it, and what HE thought about certain parts, and what Joker scene HE loved the most. Like a flash of light, it illuminates for a second, and for that second, it’s your decision to catch that light or let it go.

I let it go.